So... I may be going to Mexico City to see Placebo in september. I don't want to sound excited because things that excite me never ever happen, so I'll just pretend to dread it.

Fucking hell man, noooo :( *dreads*

Went to my brother's it was quite boring, but I did end up going shopping which was great. My graduation is in almost exactly a year, and I'm going there to buy my dress, also for my friend's wedding. Yeah, friends are already getting married, that is a sign of getting older *sigh*

I really don't have anything to do right now, and nobody is willing to go out because they're ~~busy~~~ :( I see them all day on MSN and they're ~~busy~~ all right....

Basically the only good thing that has happened is that I'm going to see Depeche Mode again! woohoo Jesica bought our tickets on presale but the seats we wanted were already sold out, but we didn't do too bad.
( lookie look! )
That's almost the same ones we got three years ago, but for twince the price WTF. Tickets are always expensive in that venue but this time it was TOO MUCH. Around $190 USD for front sections, and ours were $100 USD or so.

I need to do something this summer or I'll gain even more weight ughhh Meanwhile I'm going to watch The Science of Sleep again :)

Snagging the idea from legionpossessed :)

List of movies watched in 2009

1. Ghost World
   
2. Tada, kimi wo aishiteru
   
3. The dreamers
   
4. Juno
   
5. El crimen del padre Amaro
   
6. Como agua para chocolate
   
7. Lars and the real girl
   
8. Land of the dead
   
9. 9 Songs
   
10. Clueless
    
11. Lost highway
    
12. Waking life
    
13. La science des rêves
    
14. She's the man
    
15. Cashback
    
16. The virgin suicides
    
17. Millions
    
18. The boy in the striped pyjamas
    
19. The curious case of Benjamin Button
    
20. Marley & Me
    
21. Slumdog Millionaire
    
22. Made of honor
    
23. Enchanted
    
24. Zoolander
    
25. Norbit
    
26. Little Manhattan
    
27. Star Trek
    
    
    

I just decided that I'm not going to list when I see a certain movie again, so that at the end of the year the list will be only of movies I've seen in a semi-chronological order, and not a list of the times I've seen movies. I hope that made sense haha.

Last updated: Saturday April 15th, 2009

yay it's over!

( cryptic message is... cryptic )

Now I'm off to find a job. I know I always say it but this time is for real, I had this one arranged since July hahaha

Ugh, people are so confusing :(

First of all, let me commemorate this moment of evilness in LJ...


Also... ( I'M LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE )

I'm supposed to be working on my final projects, and it's really not as hard work but it's just that I'm not motivated enough to work on them. The only one I actually feel like working on currently is the one I can't work on cause I still can't install Flash here :(

Lazarus has conjunctivitis :(

OMG someone is actually working on a Mexican version of Nylon mag HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

That's my niece btw

My cousin gave me a copy of Twilight cause she thinks it's ~the next big thing omg~ and now I have to read it out of compromise. It's like reading looooooong annoying Mary-Sue fan fiction, I knew that, but dammit I'm halfway through and there's still nothing important happening. At least the writing got a bit better with the translation, but still.

My schedule is all fucked up, I've been surviving on 2 and a half hours of sleep at night everyday for three weeks now but today was one of the rare days when I could take a nap. Best. nap. ever. The only problem is that now I won't feel sleepy until the morning and nobody will be online pfftt.

A funny Mael for your time:

HAPPY BDAY d0al!
( and just for the hell of it )

Now you can legally buy alcohol anywhere in the world, you'd appreciate it more if it wasn't because we live in an Awesome Country where you have been able to buy alcohol for three years now.

Have fun and I hope you're not too hung over by Monday! :D

It's plain to see that I was born to fail big time.

I'm so ridiculously smitten right now it's not even funny, well, at least it isn't funny for me but from the outside it muse be really really ridiculously funny. It's like what romantic comedies are made of except I don't seen to ever get my (happy?) ending at all. I've gone past the point of caring, hence the non-filtered post, whatever.

Wah wah wah I feel like such a whinny bitch, but bear with me whoever reads this shit, I've been left alone with nobody willing to hear even the most inane of my rantings, not even pretend to care about anything concerning me. It's the most discomforting thought ever, it makes me feel helpless at times but mostly angry.

Sigh.

Well at least mildly interesting stuff happened today. I had a ~moment~ with that one hot guy that was in most of my classes last semester. He was with a group of people I needed to talk to, and I had a little convo with some chick while staring at the poor guy with what I like to call my "why yes, sir, I was just catching a glimpse of your behind and intend to fully inspect you some more", but have been unnerving and/or terrifying cause he kept fidgeting hah. He also must think I'm a huge bitch, I'm rude when nervous and attractive people I don't know make me extremely nervous.

Also, I went to get this semester's sticker in my school ID (therefore, went to the main campus) and got to ride the new metro through the new stations. Wee. Excitement.

Oh and I might be going to a pop concert instead of NIN. shutup he's nice :)

Oh gawd, I'm such a twat, but at least I'm an entertaining twat that this time didn't say too much. I wanted to delete the entry but it's just too lulzy.

So... I'm working on a new mixtape! so far I've got only 4 songs, but it's looking pretty good. I need to remember how to wire the stereo to the computer to try and record them in an actual cassette, keeping it oldschool and all that.

In other DIY news, my mom is discarding this old TV we had. It's quite possibly as old as me and my mom didn't want to throw it but I convinced her to let me play with it (lol), so I'm making a book shelf out of the case thing. Well at least that is the first thing that I could think of, any suggestions of something fun to make out of a very old TV?

And I'm also looking for a job today, but I'm apparently unemployable :( How the fuck am I supposed to save for my xmas holiday with Jesica? :( I need to start saving NOW.

ETA: I'm going to start using my Twitter account again, do any of you use twitter?

EPIC.

omg OMG OMG. This is going to be totes incoherent because I'm half asleep but I remembered I promised Aldair I'd post the setlist on Musewiki when I got home, but I just showered and passed out. It was the most intense concert experience I've ever had.

Woke up at 5am to make sandwiches, and get ready sfdhsdlfhs. At 8 Jesica and I were supposed to meet up but I couldn't find her at all, so I just went ahead and walked the one block to go and pick up Aldair and his friend Andrea, and I couldn't find then either. My cellphone died on me and I was so desperate I reported them as lost people at the bus terminal, and called then through the voice over, but miracously my phone worked again for 2 min. just enough time to read his text saying where they were. So OMG EPIC MEETING OF PEOPLE IRL OMGGGGGGGG. OMG I just wanted to put ickle Aldair in my pocket and keep him there forever and ever omgggg (whatever, he's taller than me). Poor guy omg.

So we go to try and find Jesica, we called her and finally found her. She tells me she's gotta go and do 4 hours in her job boooo. By the time we arrive to the Arena there was a queue, people who slept there, pretty hardcore. Cindy was supposed to save us spots in the queue but she didn't hmm ok then. Two hours later more than half the people ahead of us had chickened out. Pussies.

And the waiting OMG. The queue was in the direct scorching hot Monterrey sun when we were scheduled to reach 38°C. With umbrellas and sunblock and everything, but we all ended up super sunburned I think I'm the one who got it worse because I turned LOBSTER RED. But whatever, it was super fun. By 12pm, Aldair and I tried to get our drunk on djfksdk haahah went to the convenience store and bought spirits and any other drink with an innocent looking can or bottle to pour the goods there, it's illegal to drink on the streets or whatever. It was a failed attempt because no matter what we didn't go past the lightheaded phase booo. All the queue were looking at us funny though.

Millions of hours later the security people finally let us in and we made a run of it. By the time we got there there was already a good number of people taking in the barrier (most of them squished to Matt's side). Took out spots (Jesica, Aldair and I, that is, Andrea preferred to stay back because she has a bad knee), omg it was 3 hours of pushing around and that is before the opening band took the stage. We ended up in the middle of a big group of HUGE guys that kept trying to start a moshpit (before any band took the stage haha). Jesica was dyingggggg but took the whole getting her face smashed in some 6 foot something dude's armpit like a trooper and I kept trying to sneak Aldair beside me cause those dudes kept shoving him back haha.

The opening band was the most... idk... vomit inducing music I've ever heard so I won't waste time typing shit about them.

After the opening band the techies took ages to arrange everything for Muse, and Aldair and me were being obnoxiously fangirly over Matt's guitars, they look so pretty in real life. After almost an hour of arrangements the lights went down and the Dance of the knights could be heard OMGGGGGGGG IT WAS MENTAL. Suddenly we were pushed towards the barrier and managed to hold on to Aldair's hand just in time before I got crushed and lifted off the ground (it was convenient if it wasn't because my skirt got lifted too, it was not nice at all).

This is the setlist:

Dead Star
New Born + Head up riff + Ashamed intro
Supermassive black hole
Butterflies and hurricanes
Sunburn
Feeling Good
Space dementia + Drum and bass jam
Invincible
Hysteria + the intro of Rage Against The Machine's People of the sun
Starlight + The groove instrumental
Time is running out
Stockholm syndrome

- encore -

Take a bow + unknown riff
Plug in baby
Knights of Cydonia

Matt was wearing a red shirt (top buttons undone) and black pants, and his hair was practically dirty blond LOLOLOLOL Dom was wearing a black shirt and his yellow skinnies and had a nice short haircut and I couldn't see Chris at all xD

It was MENTAL. We were in the middle of a moshpit being all hardcore before Jesica got hit in the jaw during Butterflies and hurricanes I think, and decided to go to the back of the crowd and enjoy the show. We were making way for Jesica to get out when those assholes started to push us back. We ended up farther from the stage but it was nicer there and had more room to jump around and everything. Ohhh it was epic. I didn't sing too much because I was ~~saving my energies~~~ for moshing around during Knights but ohhh boy did I dance, failed around and jumped. In the encore I started to hear everything disorted and seeing black and was all nononono not yet not yet, so I hugged Aldair, let myself go, tried to breathe and hoped for the best, I think all of Take a bow I spend hanging onto Aldair lolol and a girl had a water bottle and I asked her for some water, once rehidrated I had my ~~second air~~ and danced around again during Plug in baby though reasonably less ~intense~ cause we knew it was all almost over and they were going to close with Knights.

And then, the moment I had been waiting for. OMG IT WAS EPIC. Matt played us like the strings of his guitar, everyone singing along and it must have looked awesome when we started to throw our hands in the air. And then, during THE RIFF ♥ everything went BALLISTIC it was FGUSDFLSDIFSDFLSUFLHDSUFHDSIUFHSDUIFSDLUUUUIFHDSF a highlight of my LIFE, seriously. Almost orgasmic and not in the omg fangirlzzzz say it was orgasmic omggg kind of orgasmic, it was for real awesomely orgasm inducing. We managed to sneak into the moshpit again and it was EPIC.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

At the end of the song, when everyone was cheering I was dead weight over Aldair for a while. Everyone started to chant for the guys to come back and play another song but we got out of there fast because I couldn't breathe. OMG IT WAS DISGUSTING. We both were drenched in sweat, eachother's, other people's and our own, hair wild and fluffy and seriously sunburned. It was seriously as if we had awesome mind blowing sex with Muse, goofy afterglow grin included haha.

So next time Muse plays your nearest city, go and have awesome all night long sex with them, it's so worth it.

~ _ ~ _ ~ _ ~ _ ~

We missed the last metro lol and had to take a weird night bus and OMG IT WAS SO SAD SAYING GOODBYE TO ALDAIR OMGGGG. I started to plot kidnapping schemes and everything.

And now I'm super hungry (didn't eat at all yesterday, totally forgot) and achy and I'm starting to peel (my nose and arms got it worse). And I want to sleep 10 hours more hmmmm.

I had the weirdest dream ever.

It involved a girl I've meet through teh interwebz and me having a it's complicated kind of relationship and her carving a long ass poem about how much she hated me in a tree that could be seen from the metro. It was very detailed and real like (cause I've actually seen the tree, no carved in poems though) and there were my friends (the guys) being obnoxious about it, and some kind of book binoculars (ikr, weird). And then in the dream I teletransported to my grandma's where I had tea with an Fat Elvis impersonator and then had a hardcore Jesus vs. Flying Spaghetti Monster debate with my grandma. I think I saw a raptor somewhere too.

The most lol worthy is that in the dream I kept thinking "damn, this would make an awesome lj entry, like EPIC".

In other news, I'm going to get my hair cut today but I still haven't decided what pictures to bring. I know how I want it but the hairdresser never ever ~gets~ what I'm trying to say, so I'll write it down for you to see if it's so incomprehensible and she seems to find it.

"Two fingers past my shoulders long, but try to get rid of the volume in the tips by layering the leght of the hair so that the shortest layer is around my earlobes, but don't make the layers look too defined. Then thick bangs that are longer in the sides, the long sides reach my earlobes and the shortest hair is in the middle and reaches my eyebrows."

too complicated? it's rather simple.

ETA: ( fierce )

OMG

Oh.

My.

Gee.


(link)

That totally made my month srsly. I need to download that movie omg.

The way I just spent 2 hours: reading stuff on a website where you rate services.

So far there's only been like 5 reasonable bad ratings, mostly it's "OMG I TALKED IN THE PHONE WITH MY MOM/SISTER/DAD/BOYFRIEND/SIGNIFICANT OTHER FOR HOURS WITH MY EXPENSIVE RENT CELLPHONE WHOSE PRICING I HAD PREVIOUSLY AGREED WITH AND THEY'RE CHARGING ME TEH MONEYZ AND I'M NOT PAYIN' THEM SHIT, BUT DON'T WANT THEM TO CALL ME TO REMIND ME TO PAY OMGGGGGGG" and a bit of "SOME BITCH WOULDN'T LET ME INTO THE MOVIES WITH MY CRYING 1 YEAR OLD TO WATCH A C RATED MOVIE HOW DARE SHE!!".

No, really.

In other news, I'm going to see Alizee :)

Does anybody in my flist use twitter? If so and you've set it up to send you text messages how long does it take to confirm your number? It's already been like 4 days since I sent the message and it's still not confirmed. I want to get Muse updates, dammit! :P

whoa 4am really lolz

I think I got my old work at Zara but we'll see later today. Woot woot. Hopefully this time at the men's department!

Jesica and I totally cornered poor Hiram, it was like in those nature shows where the lions kind of lurk around the pretty zebras and then BAM they surround it and then CRACK. Only we didn't go CRACKKKKK on him. Jesica still says he's ugly. LIES, ALL VICIOUS LIES! He looks like a male model (like Dior Homme from Hedi era kinda male model).

I helped mom make delicious food in the afternoon and I just tried to chew on a fingernail and noticed my hand smells like garlic. This is so gross, I washed my hands then and now I've washed them like 9 times with all the soapy products I could find and it stills smells like garlic. How gross, and I went out like this? ugh.

OMG I love wtf_nature ♥ Look how WIN is this (pretty graphic but not sexytimes related sorry).


LOOKIE I'M CUTE LUV ME KTHNXBAI
( cute cute cute )

So, school is almost over and shit. I still don't have my Muse ticket OMG will get it tomorrow probably.

And I watched lots of shit today/yesterday.

- House episodes, from the first two seasons. OMG CHACE ILY

- Gossip girl, the pilot. I tried, really, but it's just too boring. Should I keep watching in hopes that it will get better?

- America's Next Top Model cycle 1 -- also boring.

- Boy Meets World. Always full of win.

- A Rihanna concert. OMG I WANTED TO BE THERE WHEN SHE DOES "SELL ME CANDY"! She's so fab it hurts. Also, she's got hot dancers parading around in sexy linguerine and whips.

- Tried to get Arrested development but failed because there's no decent streams of it and am not downloading it ugh.

And I basically spent the day being a lazy ass still in my non-pjs (all my summer pjs are so ugly now so I've been wearing old boxers with dinosaurs in them and an wifebeater lol) and trying to get some time alone to call by bff so I can properly sing Happy Birthday without worrying about making an ass out of myself in front of mom or my idiot sister who would probably lol at me.

HAPPY BDAY bruiseandblue!

wooohoooo we'll have like triple reasons to celebrate har harr that you're not jailbait anymore, that I'll be an old fuck and MYOOOOZ.

MUSE 07.16.08

BEST.LATE BIRTHDAY GIFT.EVER.

Best of all is that my bff is coming all the way from Mexico City too OMG.

THIS is what I was talking about, that I needed the feeling of jasdhjkasfhdskjfhdsuif that comes with an upcoming concert that will most definitely be awesome.

POST WHORING! WOO!

* As predicted, had fucked up dreams, but not involving weird malformations but other disturbing stuff.

* Ran 30 minutes late to my only class.

* Got ditched by ~friends~ (friends no more tbh)

* Flashed one of the busiest avenues in the city with all the gloriousness of my posterior. Fucking wind. :(

* Some dude felt me up when I was dozing off in the bus. Like ~hai, why is your hand up my skirt, kind sir?~. Not pleasant.

* Went antique shopping, found a cheap and functional Polaroid instant camera. But got bitched out by the owner for ~browsing around too much~. What the fuck.

* Raaaaaaaaaain in your wedding day when wearing white. In hindsight, I should have seen it coming idk

* EVIL PROJECT OF DOOM!

And that's it.

Bah.

Besides ForiegnFilm.com I've found another Happy Place to Be in the interwebz.

I don't remember mentioning this but it's pretty obvious for those who I badger everyday that "my thing" is editorial, and I love magazines, I'd love to work for one. Gimme an awesomely justified block of text and a systematically structured master page and I'm happy.

Well I've found this site that hosts lots of different webzines from all over the world with different themes, most of them are pretty awesome. My favorite so far is, coincidentally a Mexican webzine! It's called Etel and so far has 4 issues, it's web published in both Spanish and English.

So, here is the webzine Mecca:

PDF Mags

:)